bleh

Life is a beautyful thing
filled with friendship and love
along with loss and sorrow
both amazing things
for they show who we truly are
who we care about and
what our mark will be on the world
with all these things comes anger
an emotion i dont like to feel
for with it comes pain
for those who have it
or those around them
tis emotion has brought me so much pain
even when the anger comes without reason
without understanding or right of mind
this one emotion has finally broken me
taken me from the person i wanted to become
to someone who can not trust my own sister
a family member that has hurt me so many times
that it hurts to care for her any more
she has driven me over the edge
an edge that it will take a long time to climb back up to
from a point were i loved her and would do anything for her
to that where i dont know if i want to see her again
not now
not when everytime i do it comes with pain
pain i didn nothing to deserve
all i did was care and she has ripped that to shreds
and all of this is because one stupid liquid
one that poisons the mind and hurts the soul
one created by man for man
to kill the pain but only brings more
this one liquid can changes the person closest to you
into someone you dont even know
a complete stranger with the same face
someone you cant let go of because of the past
but dont want to see how you will be in their future
alchol
one thing so many people love
but i wish had never been created
it hurts all who consume it at some point or another
that pain is not worth anything good that can come from it